Try watching and listening to this video from the future version of you.  Not the version you were or currently are, but the version you desire to be.  Your Soul space.  If you focus on the energy and emotion that comes from that place inspiration will strike.  Your pen will move and your paper will fill up.  Its an exercise in channeling your voice.  Your inspired voice.  I've come to realize as place our intention and give our attention to that inner voice and breathe life into it, it super charges our being from the cellular level out to the auric field and back in again.  Its a palpable feeling!  As Pierre Teilhard de Chardin Shardan has  said, "We're not human beings having a spiritual experience. We're spiritual beings having a human experience." Do you believe it?  What would be possible if you let go of the old person you thought you were, or the part you had to play?  What would happen if those core issues or problems went away?  What if they were just illusions of focus you've used to just keep you safe?  What if you were made for more?  What if you mind could change?  What about your body?  What about your life?  What would you like to do?  Who would you like to become?  What new scenarios or characters would you enter into the story of your life?  What new adventures could you embark upon?  What would you do if you weren't afraid?  What emotions would you like to rid yourself of and replace them with?  Your "first life" is what I will call your birth and growing up years may have been largely decided by those around you.  Your "second life" can be decided by you.  Are you ready to do the inner warrior work and remove the stories of your past and write up your newly inspired life and rewire then new/real you???  Its not too late!   You can write a new script and play a new part.  You have that power within you.  Your past may already be written but this present moment and the future is in your hands and heart.  Its time to breathe life into it!